I want a hug,
browwwnboy: but not just any type of hug. I want a hug that has a deep meaning to it. I want a hug that re-assures me that i’m important to that person. I don’t want your one-armed bull crap. I want a tight, two-armed, “you mean a lot to me,” type of hug. That sounds really good right now.
Is it right for me to feel this way?! to actually be upset when we haven’t even talked in over a month? is it right for me to be jealous?! for me to still be thinking we still have a chance? becuase i honestly don’t know anymore. and i don’t think i ever will.